Jeez, I never actually have anything to SAY when I write, do I?

I must admit; I LOVE the guy that does the national forecast on the weather channel at 1:30 in the morning. He's just so campy and says silly shit.

So anyway, this'll be one of my last updates for . . . well I don't know how long. I'm moving out on my own again. Which I'll love.

I don't know if i've written about it yet, but I'm moving into a trailer in Hollywood SC. its a 30 something old single wide. But its in good shape, all things considered. a bit small, but big enough.

I put all my non-essential stuff over there already. I'm working every day until I officially move in, so all I have here now is work clothes, tv, computer, and other random crap I didn't have enough boxes for. Stuff I'll have to start packing up on saturday night.

I'm working 6 days this week. I worked my usual four, took a day off to move all my crap, and I'm working from today (tuesday) through sunday. Then I'll probably sleep at Ryan and Joey's that night, and the next morning start things off. Start to set crap up around the house. All that jazz.

Then I'll hit the shed. I plan on shedding until school starts. Since I won't have cable or the internet I'll do nothing but play and set the house up. (btw, "shedding" is the term musicians use for practicing a whole lot.)

This is one of the hottest towns on earth. Its one thirty in the morning, and the heat index, taking into effect the 88 percent humidity, is at 95.

The heat index for work tomorrow is 115. And that's NOT taking into effect all the concrete and direct sunlight we get. The bulk bin (where the bags go, or in other terms, where I live a few hours a day) is typically 15-20 degrees hotter than it is outside, because there's no air circulating. So I'll be doing lots of heavy lifting in 135 degree heat.

So that'll be fun.

But that check with the OT on it will be nice. Don't get me wrong, it'll all be gone the second its in the bank. Moving's a bitch and a half.

Did I tell you what happened when I went to nashville last week? OK. I think I might've.

It was fun. It was just what I was looking for. Just me, zach, tyler, and kyle hanging out. We drank a lot, and I got stoned for the first time in over a year.

It made me understand WHY people get stoned. Everything was fun, and I ended up taking a spiritual journey whilst Kyle and Zach played music. I really miss those kids. Things just aren't the same down here. I mean, I love playing with Joey, but he just doesn't know all the crap that I wish he did about music and the industry. He's got a whole bunch of fourteen year old ideas about how music works. And I know I've changed his mind about a lot of his thinking, but I can't help but feel we're not eye to eye on a lot of things.

I'm still not a bug fan of being stoned though. I spent a lot of that time on the verge of freaking out. The only way for me NOT to freak out was to do socially unacceptable things.

I kept interrupting, because I could handle the world a lot better when I was talking. So kyle played the guitar, and zach the violin, and I freestyled spoken word shit. It was actually really cool. Just stream of consciousness crap. I would just say how I felt. The first part was about how I couldn't concentrate on any one thing for too long, because if I did then it would become too much for me to take, and I'd start to freak out.

And then the next part was about how the guy "Slash" from GNR's real name probably isn't Slash. It's probably Steven, or Jamal or something. Anything buy Slash. I don't buy that shit for a minute.

And then I think I threw up.